Monday, December 10, 2012

What if Money Was No object?

Well said.



New Project Galleries

Two new albums in the Projects section of my site! One is from an architecture and design showcase called CasaCor. The other is a series of aerial images I took while flying only a few thousand feet above Chile in a small two seater plane.

See them here: http://www.brandon-stanley.com/projects

Tuesday, December 4, 2012

This Photograph is Not Free

Being that I'm currently living in a country where 90% of the population finds little to no value in photography and therefore believes that a photographer should give away his work for free, or at insanely low costs, I thought I'd post a link to an interesting article on this subject. Though the argument has its flaws, the point is all the same and still very valid. There are plenty of people in the US who don't understand photo usage rights or the idea of treating a photographer as a professional who deserves respect and to have his work paid for. But in Chile this problem is 100x worse. Too bad this article isn't in Spanish.

Read the article here:
http://www.petapixel.com/2012/01/10/this-photograph-is-not-free/

Monday, December 3, 2012

Yosemite Mirrored Lake Series

A few years ago I had a couple days to camp in Yosemite National Park and spend my time shooting as many photos as possible. I was struck with the challenge of trying to photograph Yosemite in a way that was original. The park is insanely beautiful but shooting it from a new perspective can be a bit of a challenge as thousands of photographers flock there every year.

I was wandering around and stumbled upon a small lake at the base of near vertical cliffs. I immediately was drawn to the reflections created by the lake and decided to use them as the basis for some images.

A couple minor adjustments in photoshop (all basic editing techniques) turned some moderately interesting images into something a bit stronger and more engaging (in my eyes, at least).





Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Peruvian Man

A random photo taken in 2010 in Peru. We were somewhere between Lima and Cusco. The bus had stopped on the side of the road beside a cluster of small homes around a farm. It wasn't exactly a town or a village as it was far too small. We were given a brief glimpse of simple life in the Peruvian countryside and when the moment arose I snapped a few photos of this local looking off into the hills.


Friday, October 12, 2012

That "style" is sooo overdone

It's unfortunate that familiarity to a "style" of photography can make the value of that body of work lessened. The photographer could have done the same amount, if not more, work as anybody else. They could have had a beautiful vision with every stylistic choice chosen for a specific purpose and executed with perfection. Yet, because it is familiar it begins to lose value in the public eye.

On websites across the web you can find well done photos, some strikingly beautiful with a clear vision. But get to the comments and it is full of people complaining about how unoriginal the photos are. Or that "they are beautiful images and technically perfect, but that "look" has been over done. So I don't like it." It's unfortunate that a persons creative work can be belittled by what a bunch of other people happened to do before them. Sure, there are some people who blatantly copy the style, subject and idea of others, but there are even more people who don't.

It seems to be a problem that is difficult, if not impossible, to escape from. Familiarity does make it that much harder to become excited if it is something you have seen a number of times. As amazingly awesome the internet is for viewing new artists and the work of millions of people around the world, it's  slowly desensitizing us. We are no longer "wowed" as easily. Looking through websites like 500px and even Flickr, you can browse for a few hours and see dozens of photographers with the same "style." And you are slowly being desensitized to the quality of each photographers work. Does it make one photographers work any less important or well done? No. The photographer whose work you happened to stumble upon first in that "style" will most likely stand out a little more than the rest. Because after that, you begin to see patterns in the stylistic aspects and it becomes known to you. And once you know something it becomes less exciting.

This is a random rant inspired by a posting on F stoppers (here). I was looking through these photos and thinking how much I like them. The depth of field, the colors, the lighting and the way the subject and background work together perfectly without distracting one another. And then, I got to the comments. A majority of comments were about how this "style" is so overdone. How it's copying Joey L and blah blah blah. And I was distracted from the photos and the quality of the work. It's too bad really. At the end of the day I still remember that photographers work and I now have his website bookmarked on my computer. But too many other people love hating and focusing not on the quality of the work, but the number of times they have seen it already. Which just isn't fair.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

My Photo in Lift Magazine

The 2012 issue of Lift Magazine, a Chilean ski magazine is out and it looks awesome! This is my first 2 page spread and it feels goooood. Big thanks to Juan Luis de Heeckeren for the in and Carlos Ferrer for choosing to run this image!





Monday, September 24, 2012

Thursday, September 13, 2012

Jason Silva's Constant Pursuit of Awe

I don't write about the work of others all that often, but every once in a while I am introduced to something that really sticks with me. While in New York I had the pleasure of speaking with a young philosopher/filmmaker/television personality named Jason Silva.

It wasn't until working with him for over a week that I realized why he looked so familiar to me. A friend of mine in Chile had shown me these short, mind-blowing, eye opening videos of somebody speaking at a rapid fire pace about fairly dense concepts. They were insanely interesting and immediately bookmarked on my computer. It turns out we were working together on the same Nat Geo show and upon realizing who exactly he was I got to picking his brain and finding more out about this interesting man.

After working with Current TV for five years Jason began making his own videos about ideas, concepts and theories that inspired him about the future of humanity. In his own words, he creates these videos to make "moments of impermanence, permanent." Concepts like the Singularity were fairly new to me, but by watching Jason's videos I was pulled right in and I've been pondering them ever since.

His energy and passion is enthralling while speaking about the "possible ways the future can reinvent itself" and any other thought that comes across his mind.

You need to simply watch some of his videos to understand. This is the first video I ever saw:


THE BEGINNING OF INFINITY from Jason Silva on Vimeo.

Jason's constant pursuit of awe and fight against banality is inspiring and a useful reminder to keep flexing your creative muscles and pursuing higher education. He is one of the few lucky ones who is sought out to continue following his passions and share his enthusiasms with the world. It is no doubt his unrelenting and blaringly apparent enthusiasm and interest in the world around him that attracts a variety of outlets in search of his insight. In the last couple years he has appeared in everything from The Economist and Forbes to National Geographic and Vanity Fair.

It also doesn't hurt that he is a brilliant young mind pondering and theorizing the world around us and the future before us. But perhaps what makes Jason even more appealing is the fact that he makes otherwise dense topics more accessible and even entertaining. He has a charm and highly approachable quality that makes you want to understand, enjoy and follow whatever he is saying. If theorizing about the direction of the future, technological advancements and the Singularity is new to you or simply interests you, check out more of Jason Silva's videos for a captivating introduction.

To finish off, one more:


TO UNDERSTAND IS TO PERCEIVE PATTERNS from Jason Silva on Vimeo.


Monday, September 3, 2012

The Next Step in my Path as a Photographer

As a photographer it is important to take a step back and look at your career. What you have accomplised, what you have learned, what direction you would like to go and what stop is next on your photographic journey. For me, the next step was working with stitched photomontages and planned images that are far more narrative based.

Since returning from NY I have felt creatively inspired and I've been trying to shoot everything with new techniques in mind. So from a logistical approach everything needs to be planned out to greater extent and I really am forced to think in new and different ways. It's challenging but really rewarding.

Instead of shooting single frame images I've been shooting almost everything as large, multi-frame photomontages. I really want to see my work in huge print at the highest quality possible. As an artist it is a beautiful thing to see your work the way it is intended to be experienced. A filmmaker prefers to see his work on the big screen and a musician prefers a live performance or using a great pair of headphones. I prefer a big, beautiful print.

As things go increasingly digital, the average photographers end product may differ. For some they will never leave the computer. They work for websites and only view their work on the computer. Some work solely for print in magazines. But for me it's large, high resolution prints in a frame on the wall. I find that is the most rewarding way to view your work. Once on the wall it evolves into something greater. It is not just an image on a screen that can be turned off and forgotten. It takes up physical space in the world. It can't be shut off and shut out. It is meant to be seen, and ideally meant to help create an atmosphere and energy in a room. It contributes to the overall feeling a room has if it's big enough. And that is what I strive for.

The problem so far, is that with my Nikon D300, I can only print a 240dpi print at less than 24 inches at the largest size. And I really want to see my work printed at least 3-4 feet wide. So lately I have been making these massive panoramas and experimenting with stitched images using 2-12 frames.  By doing this you have to deal with a number of other logistics to make it work and have a vision from start to finish. This is where I've noticed my photographic eye has evolved. When shooting 10 frames you look at each individual area with more importance because you shoot it as it's own image. So I've used the opportunity to use my own flash and softbox to light individual areas in each frame I do, just to take advantage of repeated use in what will be one photo(a final product that appears to have been lit with way more than one light).

For these reasons I've been doing more compositing in Photoshop. Previously I had worked with only single frames and preferred a more natural look with a heightened atmosphere through toning and playing with the lights, darks and color. Now I've chosen to add elements not originally there, or changing them out with better counterparts from other frames. I've begun to take notice of the influence each individual element has in regards to the end goal and story I'm telling. It has been a massive learning process and I'm producing some images I'm really excited about.

-Photos that are more narrative based and were planned with concepts, styles and moods produced. Not captured moments of actual existence in the world.
-Photos that can be printed up to 80x60 inches at 300dpi
-Photos with more compelling lighting effects and moods applied through dodging/burning and using lights and darks to pull viewers through the image and direct their attention to strategic areas of intrigue.

For me it was nice to take this step. I always respected and was amazed at what some photographers could do with massive montages and just never had an interest to try. I knew it was a lot of practical knowledge necessary for being an advertising photographer so I'm glad I was finally drawn to it enough to explore it.


Pack of stray dogs at Valle Nevado



Snowboarder in downtown Santiago

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

At La Parva

On the mountain at La Parva, just an 1.5 hours outside of Santiago. My friend Felipe and I were stopped by the side of the lift waiting for Clemente, a local Chilean skier, to come up on the chair lift to do some crazy flips. There was surreal atmosphere from the deep blue skies and a constant wind that blew snow around just about the ground.


Monday, August 27, 2012

View from La Parva

This last weekend was super productive and a lot of fun. I had the opportunity to shoot some talented skiers up at La Parva. It was a beautiful day with awesome conditions. Below is a photo of the view of the town and looking down the Andes towards Santiago. I got some shots I'm really excited about, but I'll only be able to post some of the outtakes as the best ones will hopefully be ending up in a Chilean ski/snowboard magazine. But we'll see!


Friday, August 24, 2012

Hating is In

It's safe to say the internet has changed the way the world functions and that it's reach and impact goes beyond what most people can even comprehend. The availability of knowledge is at our fingertips and we can virtually travel anywhere in the world at the click of a button. It has made the ability to understand the world around us incredibly easy.

Yet, for some reason, it is breeding ignorance and hatred just as much as it is doing anything positive. Yes, the internet is making "hating" all too easy and more popular than ever. It gives the cowards and the introverted pessimists a voice they never would have had in the physical world.  If you visit many websites there are always people who feel the need to hate on whatever somebody else posted. The anonymity everybody can retain gives people the ability to do whatever they want with little or no consequence. 

Some websites, such as Ebaum's World (I know, not the most reputable site, but still receives plenty of traffic), offer humorous,  often lighthearted content. But read the comments, and regardless of how enjoyable and fun the video or photos are, almost every single comment is a competition to see who can be the bigger asshole. It is a website where being a dick is a point of pride and the more hatred and ignorance one person can exemplify, the more they have written a "successful" comment. Websites like Youtube are sadly now like this too. 

I personally don't understand the interest in hating. I find life far more enjoyable when you try to like everything in the world. Maybe it involves a little more effort, but at the end of the day it just makes you a more knowledgable, accepting person. I know you can't like everything in the world. But if you don't like something and don't have the time to try to understand it, why not just push it aside and move on? Why spend your own time focusing on shitting all over something you don't like? Do people really not have other things they would prefer to do? 

There are people who genuinely enjoy hating and negativity and it baffles me. You can find haters in all corners of the web. There will always be that person who disagrees. And disagreeing is fine. Not everybody likes everything. That is normal, that is fine. But when people have to add unnecessary touches, or massive doses, of negativity and hatred that is what I don't understand.

If you visit any articles, reviews or profiles for bands or movies there will always be debates in the comment section about the quality of the artist or piece of work. There is ALWAYS people saying "this sucks" or "this is the worst thing I've seen in my life." That is being an asshole. No, it (probably) doesn't suck and it's probably not the worst thing you've ever seen in your life. It sucks to you, but that simply means you don't like it. By saying it sucks you are being unnecessarily negative and "hating" instead of just stating your opinion in a less offensive manner. And even if it does suck, the person making it probably doesn't think it sucks, so why put them down more than you have to?

What is the root of this hating? It comes down to the fact that hating is just easier to do. You don't have to understand something to hate it or dislike it. You can just say it sucks and not apply too much brain power to comprehending it. You can resort to your usual bank of ignorant comments that can apply to anything in the world you don't like.  It is far easier than spending the time trying to understand something if you don't naturally like it. 

To like something, or at the very least accept it, is to either understand it or have some attraction to it. If the natural attraction isn't there, too many people can't be bothered trying to understand it, so they hate on it. If they hate on it without trying to understand it there argument will mostly be "it sucks. It's stupid. I can't believe I wasted my time on this. blah blah blah it's so obvious that I have given this no thought." There are people who do try and understand something and still don't like it, and again, that is OK. But why be so negative and whiny about it? It's perpetuating a shit attitude that is becoming widely accepted across the internet. It's making negativity, ignorance and hatred more present than ever in the world and slowly making it appear OK. The internet gives everybody with access the ability to understand as much as they choose to, but too many people choose the path of ignorance. And I just don't get it.

Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Stray Puppy

A stray puppy hiding behind a pile of snow at Valle Nevado ski resort outside of Santiago. He was one of eight dogs running around together. More photos of the rest coming soon!


Monday, August 20, 2012

First day at Valle Nevado

Finally, after two years of a snowless existence I have made it back to the mountains. It feels amazing to be back. I love the community centered around skiing and snowboarding because no matter where you go there is a very similar energy. 

I'm in Chile now and it is certainly different from Lake Tahoe or Colorado, but when you are up at the ski resorts, other than the scenery being different, the atmosphere is quite similar. And the atmosphere is always upbeat and lively. Ski resorts are a place where people with the same passions and interests are brought together to enjoy themselves. What can be bad about that? The answer is obviously nothing.

I haven't gotten to go up to the mountains as much as I'd like to due to the fact I've got a bunch of other work going on. That, and it's kind of expensive. Without a ride from a friend or the energy to try and hitchhike, it is about $28 to get up to the mountain each day. Then if you don't have another friend to get you a half of student ticket you may be forced to pay the full price of $80 for a lift ticket. In Chile, skiing is definitely more of a sport for the rich and the tourists. Limited housing up at the mountains makes this even more of an issue.

Perhaps the biggest downside of going to the mountains from Santiago, especially for me living in Santiago Centro, is the commute. When I'm forced to take the tourist bus up I have to leave the apartment at 7am, dressed in all my gear and walk through crowded streets with my snowboard, boots and camera bag. I then have to squeeze onto a packed, rush hour metro. This usually involves waiting for 2-5 trains to pass to find an opening I can even consider fitting into.

I then have to walk another 8 blocks to the bus and wait on line with a bunch of tourists to get a seat on the next bus to the mountains. Pay $26 and then sit there sweating for another two hours up to the mountains. So a day snowboarding can cost over well over $100 and require six hours of commuting. The first time was ok, for the experience, but I can see this commute getting very old, very fast.

Once you get to the mountains it is all worth it though. July was a weak month and produced almost no snow, but fortunately they have been getting some snow the last couple weeks. It's still a little dry but better than nothing. Below are a few photos of my first day up with my friend Diego.


The road to Valle Nevado from Farellones

View of the hotel and lodge at Valle Nevado

Diego popping a little shifty into the sun

 A bigger shifty


The shuttle van at dusk

 Sunset over Santiago in the distance




Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Tuesday, August 7, 2012

Americans Love Lawsuits

Living in another country I constantly find myself drawing comparisons between places I've lived and places I've visited. I am always finding reasons I like countries more than the US or dislike them more. One reason I have realized life in South American countries, and most likely many places in the world, is more simple and seemingly free, is that there isn't a constant fear of being sued.

Yes, Americans are beyond idiotic when it comes to legal issues and try to sue anyone and anything the second something doesn't work in their favor. When companies, restaurants, parks, public properties, and individuals need to constantly worry about some asshole suing them for their own shortcomings or stupidity, it creates a tense atmosphere. Every potential hazard needs to be clearly marked. Every person enjoying themselves doing anything less than overly safe needs to be stopped, because if they get hurt, of course they will sue the shit out of you. Every item sold needs tons of warnings, no matter how obvious. Because in America, there is always somebody trying to put the blame of being a moron onto somebody else, or simply take advantage of a situation.

It really makes for a disgusting environment. Doing a little research about this I found that in 2011 there were over 15 million lawsuits filed in the US. That's one lawsuit for every 12 adults in America*. After some investigating I don't even know how many lawsuits were filed in other countries. Apparently there is little need or interest in these statistics outside of the US(if somebody finds any I would be curious of knowing stats for other countries). I do know the US has the highest amount, but I'm not positive by how much we surpass other nations.

A little more research revealed one of the more embarrassing Americans I've stumbled upon recently. A man named Jonathan Lee Riches, at the age of 35, has filed over 4,000 lawsuits against everyone from George W. Bush, Steve Jobs, Perez Hilton, Britney Spears, Nostradamus, the Roman Empire, Adolf Hitler's National Socialist Party, the Lincoln Memorial and ALL survivors of the Holocaust. In one example he filed a restraining order against Grand Theft Auto and it's makers, stating that they "put me in prison." This is the classic American defense. This game showed "sex, drugs and violence, which offends me." So instead of taking responsibility for his own actions he chose to blame something else.

Other countries don't have this problem, or at least not to such a strong degree. If somebody is walking down the street and trips over a half open manhole cover and hurts themselves, they will deal with it and chalk it up to a mishap. In America the city will be sued for millions. If somebody gets sick because of something they eat in McDonalds in Chile, who gives a shit, that's life. Not in America, you gotta make your millions in the easiest way possible. People have no shame.

I believe this is one big reason why life feels more free in other countries. People can get away with so much more because there isn't a constant army of surveillance to keep everybody in line and from having ammunition to sue with. You could argue that it's about keeping the public safe. I'm sure that is partly true. But in Chile, people are taught to take responsibility for their own actions and not rely on other people around you to tell you you're doing something stupid or unsafe. That just seems logical, but clearly there are too many people who don't support logic.


*http://www.zerohedge.com/contributed/infographic-america-lawsuit-happy-nation

Monday, August 6, 2012

Photo 1 of 3 from new photo series

This is the first image in an untitled series of three that I shot for a new Chilean magazine based out of Antofagasta. It is a mini story of a woman who sees herself on the street. The other two will be posted in upcoming days.




New Blog Layout

Any repeat visitors to this blog will know that the look has changed a few times over the last several months. I wanted to try out a different look, and at first I thought I enjoyed it. It was similar to the more dynamic looks of websites like Pinterest and 500px. But the more I used it the less I liked about it. It was nice and flashy but involved a little more effort to read posts and view photos.

I didn't like the way you could only click on one picture at a time, which opened in a new page, and then you had to click back to the posting to see other pictures. Considering the photos were the whole point of me making the blog I felt they needed to be displayed better. I also didn't like how the blog loads a little slower on certain computers since half the actions were animated. These may not seem like big deals, but then again they might, because the attention span of people is limited on the internet these days and it's important to have a smooth, seamless user experience.

I thought about going back to the old layout and black background. I then thought it may be better to have a white background since it is a little more flexible with content. I like the way black backgrounds make the photos look and the way it ties into my website. Yet, I feel a white background makes things feel a little less serious, and considering I write about a variety of things I thought it would be more flexible. Also, all the photos for each post show up in a nice little slideshow and you don't have to waste time viewing each picture in a new page. That is just a horrible, horrible design.

I may go back to black, or I may stick with white. I will see how I like it over the next few weeks. If anybody has any opinions about it let me know! I am officially making commenting available now. So please make your voices heard if you feel so inclined! Thoughts are always welcome!

In honor of being back in smoggy Santiago

Friday, August 3, 2012

Layover in Bogotá

Colombia is one of those countries that as an American growing up in the 80's and 90's, I was force fed a mostly negative image of. It is unfortunate that the media, popular culture and society tainted my image of a country before I really knew anything of what it was about. As I found out the other day, Colombia is way more than a country filled with cocaine dens where Americans are kidnapped the second they step from the airport. Yet, because of information forced in front of me at an earlier age I didn't know what to expect when finally getting to visit Colombia.

Traveling around South America I met a lot of people who have spent significant amounts of time in Colombia or planned to in the future. The image you get now, from people who actually know it personally, and not just from stories you hear on the news, is extremely positive. The saying I keep hearing is that the people of Colombia really want to shed the image of being a hostile country and go out of there way to do so.

This is exactly what I found. Unfortunately, I only had one day in Bogota, so I don't have the experience of somebody with a well developed personal opinion of the country. I got the smallest taste of what life in Bogota is like and it left me wanting a whole lot more. I had more random encounters with genuinely nice people in my 16 hours in Bogota, than I did in weeks of time in other countries. The positive image I have of this city is based upon the helpful and caring people that stepped right into my life for a moment while I wandered the streets.



Nestled amongst the Andes, with thick forests all around, the city itself is beautiful and oozing with colorful character that kept me enthralled for every minute I had there. The buildings were bright and well aged, with all the cracks, holes and peeling paint adding to the aesthetic appeal. Cobblestoned streets with vibrant grass popping out between the cracks, lead through tiny alleys and up steep hills. There is ever-present street art which really brings a unique energy to the city.



All I did, all day, was walk around, sit in plazas, eat and take pictures. I headed out of the airport at 9am and ignoring the advice of the information guy at the airport, I took a bus instead of the easier, faster taxi ride ($.75 vs $10). I really had minimal idea of where I was going. I looked at a half-loaded Google map for a few minutes and figured if I just found a bus going straight on the road out of the airport I would be able to figure it out. And it all worked out quite easily. Within 30 minutes I got to La Candeleria in the Centro which is a small neighborhood in the hills of Bogota.


My first encounter was with a nice Colombian man who happened to be homeless. I was eating a massive chocolate croissant-like pastry {photo} in a park and this thin, 20-something-year-old, absolutely filthy but completely unthreatening man approached me and asked me for a piece of my bread. I had just been thinking about how it's literally too big to eat alone, especially after a breakfast of coffee, some strange, mild white cheese, eggs with ham and bread. And he popped up to alleviate the situation. There was something about this man that I immediately saw he wished he didn't have to be asking for food, but was just so desperate he had no other choice. He cupped his hands, stood about 5 feet away and asked in the least threatening way possible for a piece of bread. I couldn't say no, so I ripped a tiny bite off for myself and handed him a piece the size of my hand. He said "que bueno, gracias," about four times before devouring it. He couldn't hide his sincere gratitude if he tried.

This looked even more appetizing before it was stuffed into a plastic bag, smearing all the chocolate drizzle on top.

Being from New York you get trained to ignore most, if not all, beggars. There are simply too many of them and more often than not they are ungrateful or overly annoying. But this guy was alright.

Twenty blocks later I had worked my way through a number of tiny side streets and I was crouched on the sidewalk shooting some biker making his way around a bend. An old man in his 70's with a thick white moustache stopped walking beside me to avoid getting in my way. He then proceeded to ask me how I was liking Bogota and told me about streets nearby I should check out. I got the feeling he was just walking home and saw some young foreigner half lying on the ground in his neighborhood. So why the hell not stop and talk to him? It was genuinely friendly moment between two strangers.



A few hours later I had made my way higher up into the hills. I had heard it's best not to go high up because it can get more dangerous. But everything about the day so far had been so enjoyable and I didn't feel the least bit threatened or anything less than pleasantly surprised by the people here. As I was taking photos of a window cleaner rappelling between two windows, a cop came up to me out of nowhere.



Generally when this happens I have no interest in talking to them and I assume he wants to complain about something I'm doing wrong. But this young cop came up to me just to recommend that I don't walk farther up the hill,  and even around here it is better to keep the camera out of sight, just in case. We then talked about why I was in Colombia for the day and what I do in Chile. He also let me know that he would keep any eye out while I was shooting around there. He was just really damn nice. What is it with these people?




While sitting down in a restaurant for lunch I asked the waiter what he recommended because I didn't know anything about Colombian food. He recommended trout with some sort of mushroom sauce. He came back to ask how my food was, and when I told him it was very good, he immediately flashed a smile. He was no doubt feeling proud that he made a good selection. Again, genuinely nice.



Getting a bus back to the airport proved to be a little bit of a hassle. Traffic here in the Centro at rush hour was chaotic. There was an endless stream of buses coughing out black exhaust, sitting in gridlock traffic across massive roads with no real lanes. The buses don't really have designated stops and just hit the brakes for whoever waves at them, where ever they are. That, or  it passes them by for no apparent reason.

After 25 minutes of confusion and realizing this location wasn't going to work. I headed to another mass of people on the side of a busy street and finally crammed my way onto a bus that was well over capacity. What I found fascinating is that people would hop on through the backdoor and to my surprise, every single person would pass money through a packed bus of strangers to the driver up front. The driver would then send their change back and it would pass through a dozen hands before returning. Somehow it would all make it back, every time.



I had several other encounters with nice Colombians throughout the day and it just left me feeling really good inside. It was refreshing to have so many strangers treating an outsider like family and experiencing an environment unlike a majority of cities I've been to. I don't know if all of Colombia is like this or if I just happened to stumble upon an uncharacteristically nice chain of events. But either way my first impressions are overwhelmingly positive and I can't wait to go back.





Monday, July 30, 2012

A Moment of Reflection While Stuck Somewhere Between New York and Santiago

*Note: I began this blog a few years ago as a way to showcase more of my photography that didn't have a home in my portfolios. Also, to write about any thoughts or subjects that I felt like without having any constraints or ulterior motives. I started writing to nobody in particular and had minimal readers. In the past several months a lot more people from all over the world who have no idea who the hell I actually am, have begun reading this blog. So in an attempt to offer some insight into who I am as a person I will be making an effort to touch on more personal thoughts, issues and details from my life. And for those who don't give a shit who I am, I will still have some sexy photos you can skip to. I will also begin to allow comments and would love to hear from people if they feel any reason at all to make their voice heard.
 

It is about 48 hours before I begin my journey back to Santiago. I call it a journey because there will be over 24 hours of travel between multiple countries. My flight leaves at 3:30am on Wednesday morning (I didn't even know they had flights that early), so obviously I won't be sleeping and will probably begin my trip to the airport with detours at a few bars. I then land in Bogota, Colombia at 6:30am and have a 17 hour layover. Fortunately, I can leave the airport and will get a free day to explore Bogota. My flight to Santiago then leaves at 11:30pm and lands at 5:05am the next day. So it sounds kinda shitty on paper, but getting to check out Bogota makes it all worth while.

The past 24 days have been creatively inspiring for me. There have been ups, downs, a lot of running around and a whole mess of thoughts, feelings and moments of reflection.

Returning to NY for three weeks felt like stepping back in time. I began a new chapter in my life by moving to Chile. I took a step in a completely different direction, but then, quite suddenly, I was back in NY working the same types of jobs, seeing the same people and living the same life of running in out of the city between work, friends and family. It was mostly enjoyable, but equally perplexing. I was doing work I enjoyed for companies I legitimately support and wanted to be a part of. I was seeing friends and family during all of my spare time and in reality I should have nothing to complain about. Yet, there was something inside of me telling me I shouldn't be here. My place in life is no longer in NY. Who knows where my place will be in a year or even four months. But at this exact moment I belong in Chile.

I have been battling these conflicting emotions since I first set foot in NY. These feelings, induced by my environment, offered a unique position for personal reflection. My time here has given me reassurance that living in Chile does make sense right now. My inner desire to return as soon as possible let me know that yes, I do enjoy it there and truly want to be there.

It also enforced a thought that I already knew. That there are more important things in life than money. I'm 26 years old and money has never been a goal for me. I have turned down more work opportunities than I prefer to think about, but everything has turned out in ways I am genuinely happy about. I am realistic and understand the importance of money in life, but only use it as a tool to make other things happen. I don't want it just to have it and certainly don't care about excess. I prefer enriching life experience over a secure job. I find far more fulfillment and happiness in achieving personal goals and discovering as much as I can about people, the world around me and most importantly myself.

Photography has been a way for me to release a lot of creative energy I never before knew what to do with. It also gave me a way to legitimize my wanderlust desires and more productively process my thoughts and experiences. Photography has become an obsession, and something I do for personal interest and nothing more. I do strive to work for certain companies, doing certain types of projects and using these opportunities to challenge myself creatively and ideally support myself financially while doing something I love. But making other people happy and working a shit job where I'm miserable just doesn't fit in my path through life. I have way too many things that I want to accomplish, and way too many things I need to experience, to waste years working a job that doesn't offer an enriching or fulfilling atmosphere.

Being here for a short while, with no concept of how long it will be until I return, forced a lot of importance onto how I spend my free time. It made me aware of the friends that mean more to me. The type of work I do and the lifestyle I live means that I meet a lot of new people. A lot of them are cool people worth knowing, but it sometimes makes it overwhelming to keep in touch and take certain friendships beyond the surface. So moving to Chile and then returning has made it clearer who I truly care about on a deeper level. The sad thing is that I didn't get to see half of them this trip. There just wasn't enough time. But at least it helps me see where my efforts should go.

I am set to return to Chile with a restored sense of creative inspiration and personal thoughts to process. As perplexing as my time here has been it has been insanely productive on a number of levels and I look forward to seeing how things play out in the future. Some of these thoughts may seem out of the blue, and partly out of context, but oh well, hopefully you all will get to know me better in upcoming posts and it will begin to make sense.

And for all of you looking for some sexy photos to skip to, I'm sorry. There are none this post because I'm not on my own computer. But it will give you something to look forward to, I hope!

Monday, July 16, 2012

Still Alive

For everybody geting bored with my lack of posting I promise I will have lots of posts coming up (although probably not for a couple weeks still)! Between working for Nat Geo, working for Airbnb, shooting some footage for a band, writing, shooting my own photos and seeing friends and family I have had about 23 minutes to myself since I've been here. It has been exhausting but of course a good time. I have also, been eating my face off. Mostly binging on Thai food.

I'm currently at my friends apartment so I have none of my photos to post at the moment. This is officially the lamest post I have ever posted. But it is just to let everybody know that I am still alive and cooking up something good!

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Random Photo - Santiago Centro

This is a photo taken from Cerro Santa Lucia looking west towards Santiago Centro.



Monday, July 2, 2012

Heading to NY

This Thursday I'm heading back to NY for a few weeks to work my ass off, see family and friends and indulge in all of the things I can't get down here. Of course I'm talking about eating. Thai, burgers, real Italian, Mexican, pizza, Indian... I am going to eat my face off and it is going to be awesome.

Anyway, leaving Chile and heading back to NY is bringing up some mixed feelings. Of course I'm excited to see my family and friends and I'm excited to get back to NYC for a short while, but just as much I'm upset to be leaving Camila and Chile. It always seems that even when I try to settle down in one place I still manage to bounce around a little.

I'm also, strangely enough, very excited to work. Anybody between jobs or any freelancers know that if you have periods of little to no work, when you finally get some you are stoked to go back. I'm not saying I'm without work here. It's just the pay here is so low that it feels like I'm practically working for free, so making some decent money is oh so appealing. It also doesn't hurt that I'm going to be working on a TV show for National Geographic. Even though it's not my dream job, it is still for my dream company, so it's a step in the right direction. I'll also have some photography assignments on my spare days too. So basically I will be going nonstop for three weeks. 


Why exactly am I going to NY? Well the whole idea came from the fact that I really NEED my snowboard and equipment. I didn't bring it to Chile initially because Camila and I weren't positive where we would end up and I didn't want to have the burden of a huge, heavy bag to drag around. Of course, I almost immediately regretted not bringing it. So the idea to go back to NY, work my ass off to pay for my plane ticket and save up some money was born. It appears to be all working out quite well. Hopefully I didn't just jinx it...


Once I'm back in Chile I will be able to get up in the mountains and get you all some awesome new ski and snowboard photos! It has been way too long since I've been able to shoot any mountain sports and I'm craving it like no other. It is my ultimate photography passion, and snowboarding is my ultimate non-photography passion. And anybody who knows me personally knows I've basically had endless summers for the last two years. Heading to South America during our winters, just to head back to North America for more summer. And now I'm doing it again ironically. But it's all for a reason and I'll still have a solid two months of winter when I return.

Since I'm going to NY, here are some photos of NY:
Long Island City, Queens with the Manhattan skyline


 Midtown Manhattan

Midtown

The New Museum


My postings for the next few weeks may be a little less frequent than I would prefer, so I apologize in advance, but I will do my best!

Friday, June 29, 2012

Santiago Student Protest Aftermath

Yesterday, mostly due to the fact that the Student Protest was crazier than usual and therefor broken up quickly, I completely missed it. I had a prior obligation but thought I'd get to see the end of it, which is when all the rioting goes down and things really get exciting. But no. The crowds of over 100,000 were broken up fairly quickly apparently.

 I did however get to see the aftermath. The broken glass, the torn down street signs, the upset store owners whose businesses were destroyed and looted, and the rocks and debris filling the streets that were used as projectiles. It felt mildly like a warzone, but one where nobody even blinks at it because it is fairly standard. I personally don't understand the need for excessive violence during a protest, but I suppose it is more eventful to photograph than your average daily street life.

A large group of students forced the front gate open, smashed the windows and looted this pharmacy

A large frame for advertisements lies on the side of the street while clean up crews tend to all the broken glass and debris

Riot police stand on guard in case any protestors return

Waiting for the bus amongst the mess

This bus map has seen better days

Nobody even cares about walking through broken glass

This cell phone store, Claro, was completely destroyed and looted. The inside was almost entirely empty besides some overturned desks and shelves.

Since I got no photos of the action taking place you feel free to check out this site for some photos of the protest and riot. The second gallery has all the rioting photos. Protest photos

Thursday, June 28, 2012

Santiago Student Protests

Chileans know how to protest. The excitement, energy and sheer strength of upwards of 50,000 driven individuals is captivating. The students in Chile, especially in Santiago, seem genuinely passionate about making their voices heard. As an outsider the issues are beyond my realm of true interest. I do hope they make progress in their fight for a new framework for education in Chile, but it obviously isn't something I'm emotionally invested in. For me it is an opportunity to experience and document the raw energy and unity that only a protest can evoke in complete strangers. Americans protest every once in a while, but never with a strength comparable to a classic Santiago student protest. There is another huge protest planned for today so I'm about to head over and check it out. Below are a few images from one last month. 












More photos to come from today's protest so check back!